Do you ever think ahead of how your relationships, whether it’d be a romantic one or even friendships, will end? Often times I think to myself, “I wonder what would set off this relationship? What is the major problem that’ll end it all?” But I can’t keep thinking this way! These negative thoughts alone will ultimately end all my relationships! Never think too much in the past or in the future, focus on the now!
Often I doubt myself, always analyzing whether I am good enough or even if he genuinely likes me. OF COURSE HE DOES WHO AM I KIDDING?? He wouldn’t have done all this and that if he didn’t really like me. Hahahaha!
A few Notes To Myself:
Relax and take things one day at a time
Do not over analyze everything
Neither of you are mind readers
Never doubt whether or not he likes you because the proof is in the pudding!
“Alone, I often fall down into nothingness. I must push my foot stealthily lest I should fall off the edge of the world into nothingness. I have to bang my head against some hard door to call myself back to the body.”—Virginia Woolf (via silencemadenietzschecry)
I am super pleased with where my relationship is right now
Communication really is key, guys! This has been by far my longest, most honest and genuine relationship I’ve ever had romantically. It’s getting really serious between us and I couldn’t be any more happier!
Though in the short time we’ve been dating we’ve already came across a few obstacles. It feels like we’ve been dating forever when in reality it’s only been about half a year.
Never, have I ever, wanted to be with someone every second of the day and just share with him everything. Never have I been so comfortable to be myself—he makes it so easy for me. And never, have I ever, been forced to really talk about my problems as opposed to keeping it all inside. How exciting it is to be in a relationship where I felt comfortable enough to say, “I don’t like when you do so and so because it makes me feel this certain way”.
He’s gone back home to Seattle for Thanksgiving and I can’t wait until he comes back home so I can kiss his face!